New Susan Boyle?

My. Heart. Melted.

OMG, this guy's voice mademy heart MELT... Sam Tsui is soooo friggin talented.. Really Really wish I was blessed with a beautifull voice.. Yeah effingg hell, it seems that I was only blessed with the gift of shopping..

xoxo little J

Toen was alles nog simpel...

seems like it was only yesterday.. being 16, every day of the summer spend on the beach at the lipton ice beach club (noorderstrand), fallin in love with life and house music, besties on your side.. every part of life was about having fun, laughter, and having no responsibilities. parties were calling my name and everything was sooo optional.. if you dont wanna do it then you just didnt..

sure life is still helluva fun.. but i guess the parents were right.. everything gets more complex when your getting old.. 'what do you wanna be when you grow up' is sooo much harder to answer if you cant say dolpin trainer or walking on the moon anymore.. but hey, at least everything still seems to be better at night!

xoxo

Helluva akward

Suits

maybe formal clohing isn't so bad...

Sid & Nancy

These are like the pefect fictional couple.. Fell in love with her after hearing her sing in Elf and I guess every girl fell in love with him being an alien...

source: migfly/

Epic Pharrell interview

This interview is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO epic. Pharrell was like BLOWN away by Nardwuar the human serviette (ahaha Im not making this one up..). Guy is SOOO thorough with his research cant imagine how much time it cost him to accumulate all the info! All Pharrell could do was like ehhh ehhh ehh..

Gotta love Pharrell

xoxo

Im yours!

AHAHAHAHA, if I had NO moral standards I'd piss my pants now!

This kids is the most adorable thing.. AHAHAHAH his song is like better then the original. Nosepicking, funnyfaces, mumbling what else can a girl ask for?!

xoxo

Asian girls...

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The City is CALLING!

I know, for sure, New York is calling my name!

Where I wanna/should be!

Sometime you just know.. Life has more for you to offer then it's showing now.. And I know, future life for me isn't back in Holland.. Although you keep reading shit about me missing wheatbread, mommy, etc. I love life in a foreign country, the pace of life in Singapore, I go out for dinner every night, meeting new beautifull people. I'm doing a new exciting thing every week. Im learning so much about life, about myself. That I'm perfectly capable to be alone in a country where I didn't knew anybody or anything. That I'm more or less able to addapt to a new culture. That life offers you beautifull things when you're opening your soul for it.

Back home tends to be the same every day/week/year.. It's so easy to stay in your comfort zone when everything is within effortless reach. You don't need to learn new people, because you already have your incrowd. You don't have to do new things, when you can stay at home and pig out cooking. Life is safe.. But safe isn't the thing for me. Ofcourse I think ahead a lot.. Im not the rebel kind who can live truelly day by day (oke, I maybe living per week now..). But save.. No thanks.

I really feel like that life's asking me to broaden my view, go to places. It offers it right? Why don't take advantage of it! My mommy decided when she was only 18 to move to a country where she didn't spoke the language (and didnt even spoke English), didn't know anybody only for the prospect to have a better life. With her pretty face and the knowledge her familiy was supporting her she traveled all the way from Hong Kong to the Netherlands. If she had the courage at that age, without the knowledge/skills I accumulated in my life, I certainly know I have the courage too!!

But I know Singapore is not the place for me. I don't feel (and don't think I ever will..) being home here and that has not so much to do that my loved ones aren't here (ofcourse it has do a little). It has more to do with the fact that I'm not ment to live in a country so small as this full with chinese and indian people (how racy this may sound...). They (in general) do not share the same principles and I don't find myself in a position willing to share them (yuk pig instentines). However a country such as America, where you have a lot of Chinese people and Indian people but also a bunch of caucasian people and I guess like every race thinkable... NY a city with it's own principles, culture and people. It sounds sooo appealing to me.

Im always in two minds whether I want to study forever or to begin real life. I LOVE studying, it provides so much free time. But thinking about it now, I don't do jack shit with all that spare time back home. I usually stay home, sleep, watch comedies and eat. But hey, I kinda like(d) it. No worries, just go to school seems to be the only requirement in my life back home. Sure, I go to work occasionaly but that's more for fun than because of a real need of money. But I also cant wait for real life. I cant wait to move somewhere, New York sounds hella good, start up my life as a grown up (yuk, grown up) make money. Buy me some Louboutins (everybody who buys Louboutins with there daddy's money is effing gay. You should be ashamed of yourself and throw yourself in front of something!), go to the most expensive spa to get my weekly facial. Never do my nails myself again, because Ill support economy by going out for my mani and pedi. Buy my parents things, because they bought me everything I wanted for so many years, putting their needs 2nd place. Have sex and the city like brunches and dinners at some awesome place in the City. I know I'm young.. But life is calling.. No, its screaming..

I think it's time to go..

xoxo

ps. Im sorry for all who requested me writing in Dutch. Hearing Alicia singin' made me sooo enthousiastic about moving to some exciting place overseas and English ofcourse goes hand in hand with that..

Darnit WHY CANT I SING (properly)

Seriously, WHY o WHY does it seems that ALL the talent in the WHOLE world is accumulated in this one guy? He's frigging awesome.. I think that even the most anoyingi crybaby will stfu when it will hear Gabe..

xoxo

YouTube's new VEVO

Vevo is an online music video website owned by Sony Music Entertainment, Universal Music Group, EMI and Abu Dhabi Music Company, that is developed and hosted by YouTube, Sony, and Google, with content being initially provided by
Universal Music Group. It has begun operations from the midnight of 6th December, 2009. Google's YouTube video service will host Universal content on the satellite website, making this the first time that YouTube hosts content off its main website. Through this partnership, Google and Universal will split ad revenues. It is expected to become the largest music oriented website on the Internet. Vevo is not designed to be exclusive to Universal, but currently only Universal is signed up to offer its content. Universal CEO Doug Morris claims it plans to work with other record companies to host content from elsewhere.

A possible major reason behind the project is the competition that music videos have on YouTube. Warner Music Group apparently removed its content from YouTube in March 2009 for just this reason, but is said to be considering hosting its content on this new service. The concept for the site is described as being a Hulu for music videos and the plan may have arisen from the goal of attracting more high-end advertisers. Currently, it is believed that many advertisers are ambivalent to hosting advertising on YouTube's site alongside user-generated video In the future, the site could host more than just music videos, such as editorials, other types of videos, and user-generated content.

source: wikipediaVevo

That's kinda hawt

Victoria's Secret's Angels, yeah they kinda hawt!!!

I could just die watching Gloria

She's SOOOOO hella funny, words can even describe how funny.. If you don't feel her, you don't feel me. Coz in my opinion she's the EPIPHANY of humor!

X-Mass is coming..

Singaporeans are really into x-mass.. They started decorating Orchard road like 3 weeks ago (YEAH, even before Sinterklaas. Fail!). I think it's on CapitaLand's (Asia's biggest real estate investor) agenda to get even more people to shop even more.. But it just feels SOOOOOOOOO against every law in nature to celebrate xmass in a country where humid reachers percentages nearly 100 and where it's > 30 degrees on a daily basis..

I miss the coldness/darknesss/shopping with mummy in la Haya/sloffen/hot coco/scarves feeling!!

Every time I'm at Orchard, seeing all those people taking pictures in shorts and tanktops it like epic fail instantly.. But yeah yeah, there are TONS and TONS of great stuff in Singapore.. I LOVE LOVE LOVE Canele where they sell AWESOME macaroons! Almost, no not almost, EVERY mall in Singapore has at least one amazing desert shop! And since Im overweight already in Asia (ahaha I kid I kid) I do eat deserts like EVERY day <3>

I can see the light at the end of Singapore's tunnel now (another of 2.5 weeks working, then 3 week vacation in Singapore and then sum traveling trough sout east asia) but I think I'll miss Singapore.. But thats a subject for a future coming blog!

For now scarves, macaroons, coffee and music..

Miaa Rose is WAAAAAAY more awesome (and hotter!) then Esmee Denters!! Miaa for president!!

The Muppets: Bohemian Rhapsody

thnx singapore..

DARNIT, browsing through some blogs i found this clip.. it wouldnt be as horrible as 1. i didnt lived in singapore and 2. i didnt came near to that subway station.. BUT i DO live in singapore and im at least once a week at THAT station.. freaking bummer

Totally effing up the lay-out

therefor in exchange a pretty youtube: